The apparent world will always have hell in it if I look for it.
All I have to do is believe in good and bad and look for the bad and there it is. Without good and bad hell cannot exist.
Don’t try to escape hell for all time. It’ll pop up anytime I look for it. Because in a benevolent universe, everything I look for is there. How incredibly kind.
It’s just up to me to decide whether or not I’m going to live in hell now …and now …and now.
I find that sometimes the answer is yes and sometimes the answer is no. That just seems to be the way of it.